Sunday, July 24, 2011

Why my senior year sucked

So I have really gone through a LOT this year!!! Senior year was so stressfull. I had to work in the daycare (which I LOVED!!), take a psychology class, and deal with more drama than I wanted to. Let me explain the drama thing. I wanted the best year. I rode the bus with my best friend we were SOO excited. She introduced me to a new girl and they both seemed to get along pretty well. A few months go by and we are drifting apart. I was slowly losing my best friend to this other girl and I wasn't happy. My friend would just ignore me on the bus and that didn't help with the issues from my childhood.
One day I tell her I want to know what's wrong. She wrote me a note saying all these nasty things about me that bother her! I didn't even know I did most of the stuff and I didn't know it bothered her. I wrote back something and she told me she wanted to sit with her new friend. . . in our senior seat.. that seat was equally both of ours. I was SOO mad. I couldn't believe that someone I trusted so much with secrets stabbed me in the back. I understood what it felt like to have a broken heart. Yeah I know we were just friends, but I still cared about her because I make sure I'm a good friend. Well anyways she told me I couldn't sit in the seat anymore and I was forced to ride somewhere else in the mornings. My real friends told me to sit in MY seat in the afternoon. She saw me and just sat in a different seat. The rest of the year was just awkward. I hated the bus. The ironic thing is her friend stopped riding the bus so she sat by herself. After she did that to me I found a REAL friend. She actually cares about my feelings and she's helped with a ton of problems in my life. It's mostly guy troubles.
It feels really good writing my problems out. I can think clearly. Well that is why my senior year sucked! hopefully you all are careful choosing friends!!!

Thursday, July 21, 2011


Hey so now that I have a laptop it should be easier to blog. I am so excited to have it! I love my laptop SOOO much!! It's an ASUS laptop. I got it for my birthday and graduation I also helped pay for it. It feels really good to be a graduate and now i'm 18 so it feels even better!! So for an update. . . In a week i'm gonna be on my way to Virginia for a reunion with our travel group. I have only met a few of the families. I get to see my good friend Ashton. In three years when two of my friends graduate i'm going to take them to Texas! I'm really looking forward to the trip. I think I am excited because I'll get to go somewhere i've never been also I wanna see cowboys! What girl wouldn't want to see a cowboy and dance with them? September I start school! I'm going for cosmotology. I'm nervous about waxing but who wouldn't? seriously you yank hair out of people of course it hurts! Oh well I'll have teachers helping me.